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[Vincent Bridges]

[quote="victronix01"]Got this email today from someone named Craig Pruess, apparently an American composer living in Britain whose work has been nominated for a grammy award, so fairly famous. Someone should respond. I can forward a response from the STJ911 email if you send it to me, or forward his email on.

http://www.imdb.com/name/nm0699192/


Don't know Mr. Pruess, but I do know LKJ and the Cassiopaean Cult.

If you support them on this, then you are really supporting their ability to publicly call anyone anything they want without any consequences whatsoever...

Here's what they did:

Beginning in November 2007, defendants intentionally posted several false, baseless, and derogatory accusations concerning HBI on the SOTT website including, but not limited to:

a. HBI is a "front for pedophilia"; b. HBI is a "cointelpro" organization; c. Meditation, as sold by HBI, is an act of "falling into confluence with a psychopathic reality"; d. Those associated with HBI must be careful to avoid sexual molestation by HBI members; e. HBI is conning the public; f. "Fishy sexual conduct is occurring at HBI; and g. HBI "leads people more deeply into sleep."

And here's where you can find these comments:

http://www.sott.net/signs/forum/viewtopic.php?pid=60130#p60130

VB

[chrisc]

[Vincent Bridges]

[Vincent Bridges]

[Vincent Bridges]

http://www.godlikeproductions.com/forum1/message115499/pg75


Greetings and felicitation to all reading this thread, including those still caught in the clutches of the C-Cult...

A week ago this past weekend, while making a few changes to one of my websites, we discovered something very, very interesting. Attacks of various types had been launched against the Cassiopaea Cult site almost since day one, but this one was different. It was slicker, better thought out and seemed to be directed at disabling just a few pages. This was so curious, that we began to look at the rest of my websites.

And then we discovered something so strange that it seemed as if we had fallen down the rabbit hole.

Someone out there had launched a very sophisticated attempt to steal all of my domain names. By now, if we hadn't caught them, the registry of ALL my websites, vincentbridges.com, aethyrea.com, and so on, would have been transfered to a proxy owner, and I would have been locked out. It would have taken many years, decades, and millions of bux to get them back.

The attempt itself was very sophisticated; they could have taken them all down within a few weeks, but they didn't because they wanted the attempt to go un-noticed until the ownership was transferred. Slick, very, very slick...

Even more sophisticated is the length they went to hide their identities. In that, we see signs of serious hackership. These folks are either world class criminals, or they are working for some agency or other...

Now I ask you, who in the world would benefit from owning my small and seriously unglamorous internet empire?

It's a very short list. Maybe just one name in fact...

Only The Cassiopaean Cult, or those who want them to continue as they are, could benefit from stealing and silencing ALL my websites.

Now this is not speculation, or even a connect the dots like the House Raffle Scam. They did it, hacked my websites with the intent to steal their ownership, a serious cyber-stalking CRIME, and we have the proof.

What kind of folks have the sense of entitlement that would allow them to actually steal someone else's very internet identity? What are they so afraid of?

Well, in looking through the files, we found a lot more... While they were hacking in an attempt to steal my websites, a very curious collection of agencies, from various governments, were finding my Cassiopaean pages to be most interesting, judging from the number of times they read certain pages, such as The Case Evidence and Who Are the Cassiopaeans.

Now, as I chewed over all of this, I looked for connections that would allow us to make some sense of it all. And then I remembered the little anecdote that serves as a prologue.

Suddenly, it all made sense...

More later,

VB

[Vincent Bridges]

Greetings and felicitations to all reading this thread, including those still caught in the Cult...

Back in early 2001, when I first became involved with the Cassioapeans and Laura, Ark was working as a contractor for Constellation Technology Corporation, a DARPA and DoD funded company making everything from ignition triggers for atomic devices to machines that can detect small amounts of nuclear material.

Ark has always disliked being called a "Cold War nuke scientist," yet his entire career has been in the field of high energy physics, starting back at SUNY in the 1970s. Perhaps it is the Cold War label to which he objects...

Anyhoo, seems the DoD thought something was screwy about Dr. Ark, because they revoked his security clearance and CTC let him go. By that July, 2001, they were facing a financial crisis. That was the background for all the shenanigans that summer, from shafting to me to the supposed conning of the Finnish israeli businessman.

Keep in mind that Dr. Ark doesn't even list any jobs after 2001 or so; his no-show professorship at Wroclaw extended to December of 2003, but that's it. Except for Professor, and apparently President, of the International Institute of Mathematical Physics, which is a fake institute created by the Bogdanof brothers. Dr. Ark seems to be the only real "Professor" the Institute has. And of course, he is President - Quantum Future Group, Inc.

His published CV, at [link to www.quantumfuture.net]

The first thing that strikes one is how little time in his career he actually spent in Poland at the U of Wroclaw. Most of it in the 1970s, with two curious periods of foriegn study in 1975 and 76. Curious, because as a young Ph.D. he ended up in Stony Brook NY at the Institute for Theoretical Physics for a summer. Remember, at this particular point in the Cold War, any physicist from behind the Iron Curtain was the center of much intelleigence scrutiny, both in the USA and back in Soviet Poland. Yet, here's a young Dr. Ark studying in the West at some high level think tanks...

After a four year break, which he apparently spent in Poland starting a family and getting a few extra degrees, Dr. Ark is back on the circuit of prestigious western nuclear think tanks. For the next decade, Dr. Ark travels in the west almost every year, 1983 marks a gap, visiting everything from CERN to DESY to CNRS, in other words, every high energy physics lab in Europe. All this in the days of "Star Wars" initiative and the "Evil Empire" no less...

The fall of Communism didn't effect Dr. Ark; he was in the south of France and northern Italy, and his rounds of various think tanks and University labd continued unabated right until he met Laura and moved to Florida. All funded by grants, Humbolt, EEG, CNR and so on. This all stopped when Dr. Ark got involved with Laura and the Cassiopaeans. Up until then, the line between international scholar and scientist and outright intelligence agent was a loose and ambiguous smudge to Dr. Ark.

But somewhere in there, Dr. Ark crossed that line, and, suddenly, things got very dark and very strange...

VB

[Vincent Bridges]

http://www.godlikeproductions.com/forum1/message115499/pg76

Greetings and felicitations to all reading this thread, including those still caught in the C-Cult...

Last night, shortly after I posted my comments on Dr. Ark's background, GLP under went another Denial of Service attack. See [link to www.godlikeproductions.com]

Perhaps it's a coincidence, perhaps not... All I know is that the Cassiopaea Cult website has had quite a few of those...

When the C-Cult, in its most recent assault, tried to take out just a few pages, all of those pages contained information about Dr. Ark's background. Seems like the C-Cult was more worried about that information than it was about, say, the House Raffle Scam. Curious indeed...

Now, what makes the Cassiopaean operation different from Nancy and the Zs or Barbara and the Ps? Or any other UFO/channeling cults?

One thing - their obvious and pronounced political slant and agenda. Their entry into the political sphere after 9/11 was a sudden, and, for their genre, unprecedented move. Suddenly, a ouiji alien channeling cult became a "journalistic" news source? And no one blinked?

Well, yes they did...

While the Cult was putting the Signs of the Times operation in place, it was also engaged in trying to destroy me, and ensuing from that, desperately trying to steal the copyright to the Cassioapean material from Fred Irland. Once they had accomplished, more or less, these goals, they plunged full steam ahead into the political arena.

So, by the time of the move to France, with a load of stolen money from the fake raffle disguised as donations to a non-existent "charity," the channeling cult had become a nascent political movement. Signs of the Times expanded, and even though our exposure of their hasty departure from the US of A and the subsequent felonies gave them a few hard times, by 2004 and the pentagon strike video, the Cult had hit the big time.

Why? How had they known, back in the summer of 2001, that the shift was going to be toward politics, of a type that I obviously wouldn't go along with, and that they needed to reposition themselves, destroying me in the process?

If they hadn't backed out, they would have been on their way to our conference in California in the week after 9/11. Why, suddenly and for no good reason, were they afraid to fly? And in August 2001?

If they hadn't backed out, all three of my company's books would have been on the stands in the months after 9/11, including The Prophet Code, which predicted the date of 9/11 as the first Horsemen of the Apocalypse. They would have sold well, and even The Noah Syndrome, their book, would have done nicely. They literally, at a time when I knew them to be in financial crunch, turned down money in the hand, just to shaft me and get out of the agreement. This has never, ever made sense...

But it does if they had suddenly gained another source of funding, one that, somehow, gave them a little forewarning of 9/11 and the coming political shift in America?

The Not-Cs, with Ark on the planchette when necessary, soon had a whole new explanation for the problems confronting our world. Identify the psychopathic Organic Portals and destroy them or at least lock up all those who might have those tendencies... No wait, that's what LKJ's new hero, Dr. Lobaczewski did for the Soviets...

VB

[Vincent Bridges]

http://www.godlikeproductions.com/forum1/message115499/pg77


Greetings and felicitations to all reading this thread, including those still caught in the C-Cult...

"I think that it is pretty easy to "read" the 9/11 Truth Movement into the above description of COINTELPRO in the "New Age." In fact, after all that practice, it must have been a piece of cake to just move in and co-opt those who were suddenly drawn into an "alternative" point of view by 9/11. A lot of people who have absolutely no interest in metaphysics, religion, and so forth, DO have an interest in politics and history and current affairs."

Laura Knight-Jadcyzk [link to laura-knight-jadczyk.blogspot.com]


There it is folks, straight from the horse's, er, mouth...

But was it really that simple? Just looking for another gullible market to scam? Hardly...

Here's another quote:

"Now, we are no strangers to COINTELPRO. We have been targeted since I started investigating UFOs in 1993 and talking about it back in 1995. It started out being MUFON and UFO true believer types. Then, it was the New Age types. Then, of course, the standard religious types... though they aren't as bad as the UFO/New Age types. At first, it all seemed to be just random: jealousies, people whose beliefs were being threatened, and so on. And certainly, to a great extent that can be true all by itself. But later on, after I began writing the Wave Series, exposing so much of the New Age Sewage, it got more serious and "dedicated." We have our own full-time agent of defamation who doesn't even have a real job - he seems to have absolutely unlimited time to devote to destroying us, our peace of mind, our reputations, our work, our lives, the lives of our children, our friends, our groups, etc. - Vincent Bridges, associated with Jay Weidner, associated with Jeff Rense, with Ray Flowers, with Drunvalo Melchizedek, funded to the tune of several million by Jirka Rysavy, Czech millionaire who many claim is just a CIA front man with has his fingers in a LOT of New Age pies. At present, their favorite tactic is to post endless defamatory lies on "cointelpro friendly" forums, or to sign on to legitimate forums under various internet "handles" - or anonymously - and whenever a positive reference is made to our work to jump in and rant "cult, cult" or make some of the most bizarre accusations I've ever heard of. My personal favorites are that my husband is funded by George Soros and I plagiarized my autobiography! (Yeah, go figure.)"

Laura Knight-Jadczyk [link to laura-knight-jadczyk.blogspot.com]

Laura starts out by saying that they are no strangers to COINTELPRO, which is obvious since Dr. Ark has been an agent of one sort or the other his entire career, but that’s not the way Laura means it. As we see from the next few sentences, Laura’s idea of COINTELPRO is any one who has ever disagreed with her, and there have been a lot of those…

And of course, I get special attention as the “full-time agent of defamation” on their case. Al I can say is: I must be very bad at it as they are still going, still getting away with it…

The truth however is very different from the way Laura would have us understand it.

At [link to www.cassiopaea.com]

How can anyone take any of this seriously?

Now, if I am not a COINTELPRO agent, but merely one of the Cult’s victims who won’t go away and shut up, what does that do to the rest of her theory? She is as connected to Jeff Rense as I am, both of us having been on his radio show at various times, so how does that fit her pattern of guilt by association?

The flat truth is that there was no COINTELPRO attack on the Cassiopaean Cult. Never have been because the Cult has been run as a counter intelligence operation almost from day one. The Cult has launched campaigns of systematic cyber-harassment against any one who disagreed with their position or had the bad taste enough to complain about the Cult’s constant harassment, plagiarism and libel. To the Cassiopaean Cult, any one who isn’t one of their loyal minions is a COINTELPRO agent, and therefore any means, including lies, libels and character assassination are to be used against them. This alone tells us all we need to know about the nature of the Cult.

Laura ends that curious paragraph with a comment on two “bizarre accusations” as she put it. One, that they were funded by George Soros, a connection that has been documented on this thread in length, and two, Laura’s classic Straw Man argument for dealing with the issue of plagiarism. Truth is no one has ever, to my knowledge, accused her of plagiarizing the fiction that passes for her autobiography. As fiction, it has the least plagiarism of anything she has ever done. It is all her other books that are riddled with long excerpted passages used without attribution or permission, and other blatant examples of intellectual theft. These however are not addressed.

So, since I am NOT an agent of any sort, and the supposed COINTELPRO attacks never happened, what are we to make of the tactics the Cult has employed against me?

It might actually have been “a piece of cake” as Laura put it to move in on the new conspiracy frontier if I hadn’t still been around yelling fraud. And because I was quiet when they were leaked the dis-info Pentagon Strike video, they thought they had finally won. Keep in mind that I wrote or posted nothing new about the Cassiopaean Cult from August 2003 to July 2005, even though their assault on me continued. This silence is hardly compatible with the idea that I was their personal “defamation” agent, but to the C-Cult it was an encouraging sign of success.

After I found this thread, and began to re-post the basics on the House Raffle Scam, backed up by Anders and others, the C-Cult began to retrench on certain positions. They ducked a few lawsuits, put others on hold and shuffled to come up with explanations for others. They threatened Anders and then turned to serious libel toward the owners of this site. When that failed, they started hacking.

And then, just before Thanksgiving, Laura posted her blog article on Professor Lobaczewski and things shifted to an even higher level of strangeness.

Someone on a secure government server clicked through her links to her attacks on me and then did a search for my pages. They ended up reading through the timeline and case evidence sections thoroughly, and then they went away.

Early in January, Laura wrote and posted an article on how to spot COINTELPRO agents, ( [link to laura-knight-jadczyk.blogspot.com]

Then, a couple of weeks later, Laura links back to this rant by posting another one from someone called the Magus, who said, in part: “They began getting arrested by the thousands, from 1968 onward, and especially after the launching of the "War on Drugs" against them in 1972. Any counterculture figure, from any walk of life, no matter how noble and saintly, began being summarily convicted for crimes done when and where they hadn't even been there, right after the Manson and Einhorn cases had turned judges and juries against us all, from 1970 onward.

“The rest were found dead or with their fine brains permanently burned out by overdoses of drugs they'd never been near to at all, or else by suddenly lethal potencies of drugs that they'd taken safely, recreationally, for years without either addiction or other ill effects, until, by the time the SLA was slaughtered to the last woman and child in 1977, in the crawlspace beneath its Philadelphia safe house, the movement was gone.”

All this after dumping Montalk for advising everyone to stock up on food and ammo…

But this time, it rang some bells and within a few hours of the blog posting, someone from Halliburton was searching my site looking for the evidence on the LKJ and the Cult.

And then, the fun started…

More later,

VB

[Vincent Bridges]

http://www.godlikeproductions.com/forum1/message115499/pg78

Greetings and Felicitation to all reading thi sthread, including those still caught in the clutches of the C-Cult...

"One of the main things about psychopaths is that they always accuse others of what they do themselves."

Laura Knight-Jadczyk,
[link to signs-of-the-times.org]


As perhaps the most truthful thing Laura ever said, it needs to be repeated and remembered. It is the key to understanding all of her reactions.

Since she found that she could accuse me of being a cointel agent, without a single shred of evidence, she assumed that she could go ahead and call anyone she didn’t like a cointel agent and the response would be like mine. She did it once too often, and directed toward a group that took such charges very seriously, and got slapped for it. Now, as the lawsuits mount up, she is tired of the whole thing… Oops, you mean there are consequences for one’s actions?

But this is just a surface issue; the real problem goes much deeper.

Here’s something I wrote to Laura very early on:

“Fred functions as Dee did, so who does that make Kelley? The gap in you allows the info to flow through, indicating that you at some point had a variety of "programming," perhaps one that didn't entirely take. Their worst fear is that some one who was once inside will use Their "skills" against them. A half programmed subject would have the "gap" that invites possession and channeling but would not have the implants and the loops to support it properly within the covert structure. Therefore, if a failed subject should learn how to do the basic trick, or be herded into it by co-incidence or whatever, then they could tune into what I call channel 23, the free will de-programming information source. Using their own devices against Them gives the free-will party a certain leverage. Who knows what you are triggering people!”

( [link to signs-of-the-times.org]

I haven’t changed my opinion in the years since, but I now know that Dr. Ark was sent to plug that psychic leak and give it the appropriate direction. No more free will, that’s for sure…

So, a failed mind control subject starts a ouiji board alien channeling cult, which is then hijacked by a DoD spook physicist who turns it into a fake “Fourth Way” cult with apocalyptic leanings. Which after 9/11 became a news source and a fake political movement. Nothing suspicious about that, right?

Only, as Laura has now admitted, the Cult stole hundreds of thousands of dollars with a totally fake raffle, and because I wouldn’t shut up and go away with all my inconvenient questions and pieces of evidence, they decided not just to hack and take down ALL my websites, but also to steal the very domains themselves, outright theft of both intellectual and real property. What kinds of people are capable of doing things such as these?

When Laura decided to involve psychopath expert Prof. Lobaczewski, she crossed a line that she didn’t even realize was there. Suddenly, all pretense of being anything but an intelligence operation disappeared. When Laura became the official voice of “Ponerology” and publishers of Prof. Lobaczewski’s work, they placed themselves, and, by implication, all 9/11 researchers and theorists, firmly in the realm of Eastern Block and Stalinist social theory. Now, the degree of deniability has gone through the roof, and as Laura spreads the good word through the web via tame blogs, the truth recedes even further.

But her promotion of the Professor’s work set off an amazing series of runs on my websites. Suddenly, every intelligence agency in Europe, and most of the rest of those in the States, were searching my site for information on LKJ’s background. For a week or so, before we caught it, it was a race between the Cassiopaeans trying to steal the domains, and the intelligence agencies downloading it. When we announced on this thread that we had tracks from servers at Haliburton and the NSA, everything stopped. The hacking went away, and did not resume, but also the groups that had been checking the pages almost daily stopped as well. Guess they thought we wouldn’t notice…

What happens next is anyone’s guess. Red Pill Press will publish the book, the whole movement will shudder in revulsion, and the truth gets another black eye. But I don’t think it will end there…

You see some of those servers looking in depth into the case evidence belonged to the justice department and the foreign office of the FBI. It could be that with their support of some one so blatantly bizarre and overtly Stalinist as Prof. Lobaczewski that the DoD operations running them will now decide that enough is enough and cut them loose. They might even make a big splash out of it, or it might be a simple suicide cult reaction, but either way, it looks like the Cult’s days are indeed numbered.

And remember, whatever she accuses me, or any of us, of doing is exactly what she, herself, is planning to do. Keep that in mind as we wait for her response…

Thanks,

Vincent Bridges

[chrisc]

[Vincent Bridges]

[darbor]

I see people getting all bent out of shape over this woman and screaming CULT! CULT! CULT!

Its all such incredible bullshit. I am going to break it down very easily and simple.

If someone offers you raffle tickets for a house and you are dumb enough to buy them- then shut the hell up and remain the idiot that you are!

Secondly- this woman is no idiot when it comes to describing disinformation agents, COINTELPRO and black ops. In fact her insights and information regarding these subjects are spot on and offer an in depth perspective which anyone will be able to arm themselves with to recognize extremely deceptive and effective liars and folks should be a bit more grateful to her for posting these things.

Now that said- Scientology is one of the most reputable and biggest legal operating CULTS disguised as religion in the world today- as is Mormons (*Church of Letter Day Saints) and so is every religion. Lets not forget just how many trillion of dollars that Pope and his Catholic Church has bilked and stolen from the people of the world.

My point is, a measly $125- $150K raffle scam is hardly a tick in the bucket when it comes to cult rip-offs.

I find it very interesting that Laura is getting so much attention and much of it is nothing more than a bunch of disgruntled followers who claim to have been bamboozled.

Since the jury is really out with all of the facts- a disgruntled ex-cult member who follows the ramblings of a Cassiopeia reptilian space channeler off a second rate Ouija Board is about as reliable as ATS (Abovetopsecret(.)com- and just as laughable.

If this were the 1800's what we would have a room full of idiots who are bitching to an authority figure that they were sold snake oil for a penny and demand to have their money back because the oil doesn't work. (As if getting your money back will make you any smarter for being being stupid enough to fork over your penny in the first place).

Lets get into the way back machine for a minute and go back to the 1980's. A self proclaimed spiritual GURU named Louise Hay began to sell LOVE as the cure for gay cancer also known as AIDS. She had quite the following. Louise was also very upfront and honest as she fleeced the disease ridden gullible desperate for love gay community for every penny she could get. Ms. Hay literally passed the collection plate and told the tither's that she needed the money for a new home she wanted in Santa Monica Beach, California!

Yes, that right she came right out and said what it was for without any pretense or bullshit. You have to give her credit for her honesty and frankness. You can Google her scandal and find out all about it.

Anyway- she was run out of town for being upfront for demands for cash and she was replaced almost immediately with an even bigger con-artist named Marianne Williamson- whom with the "Course In Miracles" tucked under her arm provided the new drivel which spread faster than the AIDS virus via the AGAPE church- which also seeded the world with a whole new cult rip-off "The Secret" which is now promoted by none other than the mother of all motherfuckers- Oprah Winfrey!

I can say with all integrity that LKJ does not speak with the incoherent lunatic ranting's of a seriously disturbed person- such as L.Ron. Hubbard.

From what I understand LKJ was desperate to leave the United States for many reasons and could not afford to at the time- so she cooked up a plan and got the hell out as best she could. But I see her actions as no real high crime- but that of desperation.

I have personally witnessed friends, neighbors and business associates who have in desperate a time resorted to crimes far worse than LKJ is accused of. I think it quite interesting that she is being held so high in the urban legend set.

I have read most her work and have had direct contact with her- and though I do not follow all of her beliefs and/or philosophies- I have never been solicited to join her group, or even asked politely. I cannot say the same for the above mentioned religions two which still actively pursue me after I merely went to one service or meeting.

You should all be ashamed of yourselves for your highly biased bashing of whom you claim to be a severely disturbed woman with a lunatic following.

You should just admit you gullibility's- learn and move on.

And just for the record according to all the negative claims in this thread and on the net... LKJ would be in very good company- Like Hemmingway, Proust, Rasputin, Nostradamas, Orton, DaVinci, Van Goh, Emily Post and Amy Semple Macpherson.

It is all of you who elevate LKJ to this status by posting your bitches and complaints for being stupid enough to buy a bogus raffle ticket or for believing a session with a reptilian space queen who suggested you donate financially to the "universal" cause. Next time you attend such a channeling session- leave your wallet or your purse at home!

PS- I did some WHOIS IP addy checks on this thread and several of them belong to ATS staffers and members. Careful people. Don't believe everything you read!

[chrisc]

[Col. Jenny Sparks]

[undomiel21]

Unfortunately genuine truth seekers are being ensnared and deceived by this mish mash of paranoid ramblings and money scam lurking underneath the slick seemingly benign and altruistic alternative news surface of SOTT.net. Here is an excerpt from a blog I wrote regarding this dangerous and unhealthy cult.

"...believe it or not this person managed to raise almost 100,000 dollars in less than a week on her alternative news website sott.net, the portal she uses to ensnare new minds and new bank accounts. Currently she resides in a castle (yes, a castle) on an estate in France. The lost, bewildered and confused searchers of truth have been tricked and ensnared like kids in a fun house maze and are actively subscribing to her unique brand of psychosis. The fact that this woman is a trained hypno-therapist is especially interesting and should not be taken lightly. Who knows what sort of mental manipulation and suggestion techniques she's capable of using? Considering the depressing and incredibly negative tenor of everything surrounding the Cassiopeans it's surprising to me that she has even five or ten followers. So far she seems to have ensnared those truly searching for answers and explanations by dressing this shit up as spirituality and combining it with ideas from the X-Files, Dungeons and Dragons and the teachings of various philosophers and spiritual thinkers. At the end of the day though, due to the compelling and urgent nature of the doom and gloom scenarios (i.e, the world is ending soon etc...) people subscribe to this mess out of fear and quite possibly also because of subtle mental manipulation.
To get a feel for this whole thing I spent a few months time on the sott.net forum and I read Ms. Kinght-Jadczyk's book, 'The Secret History of the World'. The whole time I sensed something was not quite right. Strangely, many complain of disturbing psychological and physical reactions after becoming involved with the cult and it's reading material. Usually they are told these symptoms are just the evil 4th dimensional beings attacking them and trying to deter them from discovering "the truth". Yeah, right. Coincidentally, after joining the forum and reading various articles on the sight I suddenly began to feel more paranoid then ever before in my life and even had a severe panic attack in the middle of the night where I thought I was going to die. That was the first warning bell.